Navigating the Labyrinth of Grief: Reflections on a Non-Linear Journey
- Sheila Buswell
- Feb 15, 2024
- 2 min read

February, it brings with it a peculiar assortment of anniversaries for me—anniversaries of loss that defy logic and reason. These are moments that haunt me, leaving lingering questions about what could have been done differently. And every year, like clockwork, particular days arrive, casting a shadows over my life. Despite my efforts to move forward, the weight of those days remains, a constant reminder of what once was.

Navigating grief is akin to traversing a winding path through an unfamiliar landscape. I've come to realize that it's far from a linear journey; there are no clear-cut timelines or predictable patterns to follow, despite our fervent wishes for such structure. This understanding didn't come easily—it was a truth I learned through hardship.

What compounds the struggle is the external pressure to move on, as if grief has an expiration date. "It's been long enough," they say, as if time alone can heal all wounds. But those who utter these well-meaning yet misguided sentiments often fail to grasp the depth of our loss. It's not a flaw within us; it's a gap in their understanding. A gap that I do not wish closed; but is none the less frustrating to hear.

Some liken this heaviness to an orb of sadness, a tangible presence that hovers just beyond our grasp. I recall when this orb seemed to envelop me entirely, catching me off guard and knocking me off balance when I least expected it.

In sharing these thoughts, I don't claim to possess any profound wisdom or words that can magically erase the pain of grief. Instead, I offer my sincerest empathy and understanding to anyone who has felt the crushing weight of loss. You are not alone in your journey through the labyrinth of grief. Helen Keller said “What we have once enjoyed deeply we can never lose. All that we love deeply becomes a part of us.” I love this.
I really love this. It hit home for me ❤️